It has been a while since I last blogged. Haven't really felt like blogging but I guess I'll always keep this blog as it's really nice to read about previous incidents which I may have forgotten with time and how I felt about those incidents then.

I got a sudden urge to read my blog today and after reading, I got another urge to write something on the blog.

This year is almost nearing the end and I have to say that this year is probably one of the most uneventful years for me personally, although lots of stuff happened to the people around me. In a sense, I felt as if I have wasted this year except for the fact that my relationship with the ginggang gals has gotten stronger than ever - the only reason that I feel that this year is worth something.

But I guess this is year where I learnt all about patience - to wait till the time is ripe for me to move on to the next stage in my life. It has been a long wait and it still is. Although there are so many uncontrollable factors, and a lack of commitment and urgency on my part to be honest, I am glad that I have take some small steps towards realising my goal.

I realise that I may not be able to achieve my goal and my confidence is not at its highest after all these years of working, but it's really heartening and encouraging when you have a clear aim of what you want to do going forward. I hope there's a miracle for me, although just waiting for a miracle is stupid. But I can always hope and dream, can't I?